- Age: 22
B - Best Friends: My self
C - Car Most want to Own: Land cruiser
D - Dad’s name: Manoj
E - Easiest person to talk to: Nemesis
F - Favorite Vacation Spot: Iceland
G - G-Spot: Lol! have one in brain too!
H - Hometown: Ahmedabad, Gujrat, India
I - Intolerable: Fakes and Liars
J - Job title: Proffesional killer.. muhahah!
K - Kids: none yet. greatly wish i can have a few some day!
L - Last Book Read that I REALLY Liked: Veronika DEcides to Die <- Paulo coelho
M - Mom’s name: Aarti(Aruna)
N - Number of siblings: Two sisters.
O - Oldest sibling: My elder sis ~ Elixir
P - Phobia[s]: Water
Q - Quote you like: My beginning is the beginning of my end
R - Retirement Dream Home: Iceland again
S - Song you immediately turn when it comes on the radio: My vision - Jakatta feat Seal
T - Time you wake up: late mornings or when i am nt forced awake by an Alarmclock
U - Unknown fact about me: hmmm. i am a Vampire…lol.
V - Vegetable you hate: Brinjal.
W - Worst habit: physical Destruction when i am angry
X - X-rated film star you want to do: Sylvestor Stallone
Y - Yummy food: Indian
Z - Zodiac sign: Virgo

“You’re in an illusion, Writer!
What ever you write,
Is not all yours!!
We are the dreams of sky!!”

Blurted those written words to me,
And took away my everything.
Leaving a cloudy evening
Over my creativity!!

Long time that I am again writing, its more cause of the ache in arm and neck then anything else. Yet there are so many things to ponder about…

I am more of an observing person, may be I am turning into a serious one this days. I keep on observing the people and patterns of their behavior in my normal world and I indeed come to know many things I never thought it would be there.

I came to know, from my kitten that ~pricky~ naughtiness can come with serious submission. He is the one to make me laugh by commenting silly over the silly topics. I remember somehow at the end of one talk I ended up commenting him that he was giving me invitations to abduct him out of his house, and he replied in a naughty tone that should he be tied up and gagged and wait for me in porch, or would I do that I myself!! ‘laughs’ it wasn’t mocking, yet it was naughty enough that he already knew I wouldn’t resent. Well, guess he knew me too well!!

Then my second observation led me to another question, does behavior pattern comes from the very childhood?? The particular scenario was this; I was driving my way back to home one noon, where in one street there was a group of children playing. All of the children were about four-five yrs old. And as they saw me approaching some of them scattered apart on both sides of the road, yet one sweetie did not move, he kept his stand, he stayed where he was with a smirk. I smiled and thought about scaring him, driving directly in front of him, and he still did not budge. He was either fool or too confident, I don’t know what exact, but yet he did not move. At last minute, just a fraction before I could touch, I had to change my road and then also he kept looking at me without any fear as I looked back at him through rear view mirror. That was rather interesting to notice that he wasn’t scared, even he saw others run yet he did not.

Do these ‘foolish’ traits come directly from birth or what? Because I don’t think so at the five yrs of age that child would have seen a man does the same, so that he could pick up the same behavior???

Came across this on my very own experiences.. these are the fetishes i have…

* Dacrophilia : Fetish to be aroused by tears
* Entomophilia: fetish of insects or using them in play
* Asphyxiaphilia: fetish of lack of oxygen
* Agonophilia: being aroused by partner pretending to struggle
* Gynonudmanic: compulsion to rip clothes off others
* Lygerastia: tendency to only be aroused in darkness
* Odaxelagnia: fetish of biting
* Symphorophilia: fetish of arranging a disaster, crash, or explosion
* Thlipsosis: fetish of pinching
* Trichophilia: hair fetish
* Zelophilia: fetish of jelousy