So many things to post today… so many thoughts… so less words!!

First off… two of my good friends decided to give a try to blogging, after reading me from a long time… Prem and Gayatri. Gayatri has her blog up already, on blogger of course… Click here to read her… When prem will get his blog on, will add the details. In the noon, I browse many gujju blogs on blogger.com and came across some good ones from my city as well. I think the circle of gujju Blogs is expanding. Three cheers to that!!

At evening, Prem was at home, and we talked and talked and talked. About past, about present. About Crazying around,. about being mature… About him… About me.. and mostly abnout LL. Mann was there as well, and i’m sure he got to learn many things by listening to us chatter about all of that. [ Even if he doesnt, i’m sure he has learnt not to get stuck between two friends who love to talk about past.]

I have started to love my life again…

April 3, 2005

Happy Birthday to you… Srabasti [ex]Gupta.
She is the person i’m most interested in developing a good relation. Well, she has shared 13yrs, and a Last name with a person i absolutely love/hate!!

40 minutes to go…

the count down has begun!

Everyone in my house, including all three sisters and mother are on the verge of excitement. Its going to be so much fun this year. We enjoyed it a lot last year, we’ll have the same thing this year as well….

.. Its my father’s 50th birthday tomorrow.. April 4.

And we have plans of a party that starts from 12 tonight. I look forward to a grand party tomorrow evening. But tonight, it will be just us. The family. the closest bond.

Even there’s a point of fun as well. We sisters have brought a cake with “Happy birthday to PAPA” Written on it. And funnily my mom has brought another under my dad’s nose which says “Happy birthday to Manoj”. When asked why she did it, she smiles and says, she cant add her self in our cake due to the label referrence. She can’t call him dad now, can she? So yep. My dad will be surprised, very surprised!! He is in for Two cakes tonight. Two different flavoured as well. Black forest and Pineapple.

Don’t you think its so superb a birthday where one is also provided with two different options of cake?!!!

Cheers! I’m off to get the camera appratus set up. Will be back later tomrrow and blog about it… till then…. All of you, have fun…. and enjoy.

.. And yes, I love you so much Papa!!

.How often, asleep at night, am I convinced of just such familiar events that I am here in my dressing gown, sitting by the fire when in fact I am lying in bed! Yet at the moment my eyes are certainly wide awake when I look at this piece of paper; I shake my head and it is not asleep; as I stretch out and feel my hand I do so deliberately, and I know what I am doing. All this would not happen with such distinctness to someone asleep. Indeed! As if I did not remember other occasions when I have been tricked by exactly similar thoughts while asleep! As I think about this more carefully, I see plainly that there are never any sure signs by means of which being awake can be distinguished from being asleep. The result is that I begin to feel dazed, and this very feeling only reinforces the notion that I may be asleep.

If I cant define whether being asleep is different than staying awake, then how can I define what is a dream?

Can anyone????

First off… Had a Terrible Yet Superb Holi as usual. Thanks to Prem and the Gang! It was fun while it lasted! And I had taken some colorful pics this noon when the party was on its best. Of course a lot happened before and after the pics, there was so much of water all around, everyone was totally painted in many different colors. After years i enjoyed holi this much, thanks to Prem. Love you sweetheart, i know you’ll be reading this.

Pic is removed! will be up soon! [+] show/hide the Tomato Picture

Now this is a story everyone would love to hear… and i’m sure Mr. Nemesis would.

This is a story of a tomato!! umm.. Wrong title. Its the story of me, before some 17 years. My dad loved to shoot me.[camera ofcourse!] and so i’ve very fond memories that i can actually remember through those pics. May be this is one of the reason i love photography, something to do with the heridatory gene! Anyway, so this is about a pic, of me, of my younger self that is Joy’s Most Favorite[Not that he doesnt like me anymore.. :P] When my dad took that picture, i was telling him about how our tomato plant in the backyard had a very small red tomato grown on it. And it was one of the cutest moment captured on camera. Me dad loved this pic, and after getting to know the story, that sweet picture got his important existance in my photo-scrap-book.

Now, here comes another story… The story of Joy!! ummm… again wrong title. The story of the computer screen! Dont panic if you dont find any connection there, lemme explain. Few days back he told me about this story. I’ve sent this pic to him long time back, along with my other childhood pics. He confirmed he loved that pic, and had it on his computer desktop as a wallpaper. [.. now as if it wasn’t flattering enough… he went on talking more…] At times at home in his room, he will keep the computer switched on, and watch TV or have drinks etc. And time to time his sight would stop at the computer screen and he would have a smile on his face and sometimes a mumble. “Yes, the tomato is there..” [ Sweet.. isn’t it?… wait for the worst part!!] And so on. Once before switching the computer off, he looked at the screen, and suddenly felt like holding me close and kissing me on my cheek. then he literally kissed. The computer screen of course.[ well, we live in two diff corners of india unfortunately…] And thats how he painfully realised….

….. He hasnt cleaned [dusted off] that computer screen in a very long while!!!