Dream 1 [a day back] : Me and him together. Making a family. Adopting a kid. Chirping birds and singing fairies. Lovely silly fights in the day. Intensely dark pleasurable nights. Living happily ever after.

Dream 2 [Yesterday] : Silence. Nothing moves. A deathly mode in the city. I hide in an alleyway terrified that someone would find me. I have lost him. The emptiness of the city is so loud. Oh god, make the silence stop, make it stop.

“Soul mates? Get fucking real. Shit like that does not happen anymore. Boom. Nothing. In your head. Just load and load of alcohol is to blame.”

“Think about it? A really tall guy with a halo hovering above his head and filled with light? Did you happen to read some mythology before you went. Shss. just heroic mythology in the brain. Get over it.”

“Look, it didn’t happen like that. You were gone for three days, not five minutes. I was there, to drop you off and to pick you up. Saw you go out, saw you come in. you’re not a nut case darling, three days seems like five minutes when you’re in love.”

“Yeah i agree, its the fucking L word, but lets just forget about it for a while till you get well. Alright?”

There is no such thing as happily ever after.

Artist: Royksopp
Album: The Understanding
Year: 2005
Title: Only This Moment

Only this moment
Holds us together
Close to perfection
Nothing else out there
No one to guide us
Lost in our senses
Deep down inside I know our love will die

Only this moment
Holds us together
Lost in confusion
Feelings are out there
Scared of devotion
Doubting intentions
Deep down inside I know our love will die

Stay or forever go
Play or you’ll never know
What heaven decided
You can’t deny it’s
All you’ve been waiting for

Stay or forever go
Play or you’ll never know
Your spirit’s devided
You will decide if i’m
All you’ve been waiting for

Clouds in my head have been parted with grace
By the voices of an angel revealing her face
and her words they make sense ‘n’ I do understand
Falling in love isn’t part of a plan

Forces within me mix reason with lust, but
I’ll try to accept it and not make it worse
’cause I know I might loose it by taking the chance,
(But) love without pain isn’t really romance

Only this moment
Holds us together
Close to perfection
Nothing else out there
Always beside her
Trusting my senses
Deep down inside I know love will survive

Only this moment
Holds us together
Close to the other
Nothing else out there
Always beside her
Trusting my senses
Deep down inside I know love will survive

No doping
No smoking
No drinking
No hoping
No sleepless nights
No random fights
No falling in love
With Men in Tights.

No thinking
No singing
No planning
No dreaming
No flying kites
No reaching heights
No gaining pounds
On Mc Donald’s bites

Midnight Coffees..
Birthday Bumps..
Accentuated English..
Dashing Clothes..
Irate Customers..
FM in cabs..
So much earning..
So little time..
Late night parties..
Mugs of beer..
Crsuh on TLs [Team leaders]..
Fight for appraisals..
Die hard friendship..
Tears for love..
Nothing missing..
Just Everything.

People call it CALL CENTERS…
We call it LIFE.