It rained so damn heavy, it still is. i know the reason…

This is notthe first time it is happening. this is not the last time even…. If actually i could, i wouldnt stop it. Somehow i enjoy the rain, so much. The stormy winds, the loud flashy thunder, the heavy rain that fogs the sky so much that i cant even see anything apart from my close proximity.

Its the moment of nothingness, seems you dont even exists, there is no past, no beginning, no worries, no thoughts, just the water that tries to drown you in the fall… the frozen moment, that i enjoy with no
concious thought.

Some years back, probably in year 2000 it rained the same, so so heavy. And that time i used to be with “lapislazuli”, my first BDSM partner with whom i spent many years of kink.
We loved rain, and we used to have this terrace trips all the time. We used to bring his watermatress(waterbed) out ;but a little away from the open terrace and lie on it… watching the rain pour all over the place… dripping time to time on us too. Then We used to make love.

I suddenly remember a time like that when i was on terrace with him. i remembered how i stopped him in the middle of the foreplay when he had taken his clothes off and was unbuttoning mine. He had this look into his eyes, which was close to devotion and pure love.

i had always enjoyed seeing that in his innocent eyes. That time i remember i told him to take a few steps back. He thought i wanted to see him more properly and so smilingly he did that. Oh boy, he did not know what i wanted to see on him… Smiles.
So then i made him go for more two steps, everytime that he took them, i added the same count, till he was almost outside on terrace. He was shivering yet he was safely away from the direct heavy fall of rain. After a silence i got up and stood in front if him, two steps away. And with deliberate precision, asked him to take two more steps back.

He knew what i wanted now. He closed his eyes, and he did it, this time he was directly under the fall. The storm was heavy and we were at fifth floor. He was shivering damn bad. I motioned him to kneel down as he looked at me intense, he complied again to my wishes . I directed him to grab and hold his ankles with his palms, spreading his self opwn.
In a moment he did it pulling his chest high, even though he was not able to keep his self up for more. I just looked at him, he had just closed his eyes, shivering.

That moment was a pure bliss, as i had one of the best Femdom~orgasm( Akasha says it :P) looking at his strength, devotion, and desire to fulfill my wishes…

And it will remain so.. for a life time….