My Bloginality is ESTP!!!
You are an ESTP!
As an ESTP, you are Extraverted, Sensing, Thinking, Perceiving.This makes your primary focus on Extraverted Sensing with Introverted Thinking.
This is defined as a SP personality, which is part of Carl Jung’s Artisans (Sensation Seeking) type, and more specifically the Promoters or Doers.
Because you aren’t as excited about routine, your blog may be more journal-like, without as much consistantcy in time between posts. But because you like getting things done, coupled with your need for style and appreciation for the sense, you will be more likely to have a gorgeous design and set up for journalling.
Today i was playing a game of chess with a friend.
Thought i would strech the game till eternity, cause i cant let him win, nor i would want to loose. And i lost. It was a timed game!!!
I couldnt stretch it to eternity, it was not allowed in rules. Not everygame follows my rules.
It made me wonder why rules??
Does winning matters or that did i play the game by the rules or not??
Afterall a game is played cause one wants to compare the abilities and winning does matter in that case. For more Everyone have their own different abilities.. so winning is the only way to find the answer. Look at it like a war game. Either you win or you die. There is no playing by the rules as you are not sure wether your enemy will play by the rules or not!!
Captured in the thinking for the night, will sleep through it tonight!
And may be tomorrow i will start another game and decide then if i want to play it to win, or play it with rules!!
First july and Full moon was the night, where it all started…
A sudden realization, a surreal experience, intertwined with a mysterious outcome. It was one of the very intense times it made me realize how much difficult it is for me to stay away from him.. my precious one.
So far whatever that has happened between us in the years that passed, it had been miraculously ‘bonding’. He is indded so special to me, for more he has been a part of my surreal reality for life. The comfort i had, the security of his love, that has helped me keep moving on. And somehow from a few weeks, it wasnt there. HE wasnt there, due to his own needs.
Full moon. I think about it over and over again. My friend tells me that i will convert him soon into my kind. i dont wish to, not so soon. so may be its better to have him away till he is very sure, till i am very sure.
till the time, he can just enjoy the freedom of his life. *smiles*
Journal Entry for tonight ~ 1st July.
i believe that when you think things arent going right, you are right. and all you need to do is, to change it. But sometimes it asks for a great courage to do so. Do i have it in me? do i need to change it all? Should i even think about reconsidering my needs and wants?? I dont have answer. Answer is what i am searching for.. Its in the sight, just below my horizon.. but Just Below!!
its almost unbelieveably true that still i will be taking the decision. The decision that may change all the stuff around me. That may come with hurt, it may come with pain. But may be thats what i got to do!!
Its full moon.
As i watch out of the silkly swaying curtains of my roomwindow, i can see it.. in its full glory.. staring me back.
Feels like i want to do somthing so insane that next morning i wont even believe my self that i did it.
But may be thats what i got to do!!
